have you any idea how it feels like to just look and be okay with that because he's not mine? my heart keeps caving in and I don't even know if it already reached the core or not. he's playing me everyday and I keep forgiving and crawling back. it's pathetic. but you know, I love him so what am I gonna do about it. he's surely not doing anything to prove he loves me so I think thats it. he doesn't.
