I guess what people have been telling me is actually true. too blinded love to see it and not believing a single word. now the jokes on me because I insisted myself to have faith in you. you're too full of yourself thinking that I'm so fucking obsessed with you. first of all, when I care, I really put effort no matter who it is, I'll sacrifice my time to make someone happy. when I care, I won't leave people behind or cut them off all of a sudden. when I care, I care too much. so that's my problem right there, I care. and since you don't seem to fucking appreciate me, it'll be hard for me to stop caring but people keep on telling me you're never worth it. never worth my time. but the fact that I was always there for you when people talk smack behind your back didn't even matter to you, hurts so bad. it's okay, it's a feeling I get everyday so why is this anymore different than other days. "dengan segala hormatnya dipersilakan pergi mampus"
