lost in a pitfall of emotions. how much I've tried, its so hard to forget you.
what am I supposed to do about it? you've changed. we went separate paths. mainly my path was trying to meet yours but it never really intersected. I wished everyday that things were as they were and that every memory of you stood still. exactly at 4:30pm you'd call and we'd go on for hours. as days went by, we drifted and you lost interest and I couldn't think of anything to talk about. I mean it's really rare of us to get caught talking at school. exactly, what is the point of "this" to continue? until when? deep inside I've always known it'd go this way but I fell into a state of denial the entire time
