i love you

you're the first boyfriend i've had, and basically the person that i'm in love so much with. i cant even describe how much i love you. you're the moon and the stars to me. you make me feel calm and loved, always. i remember every reason i shouldnt be doing the things that might upset you, not because you said so but because i respect you and by not doing it shows how much i would go to the end of the world for you. i love you so much, my heart flutter and orbits around my head 24/7. whenever i see you, i'd feel so damn lucky to have you as my partner. i now believe that we can get married. i know that you can take care of me. you are so understanding and i love how you listen to what i have to say before getting mad. i love how you melt when i say "sayang". i love how you sneak a peak when i fall asleep after you, just to see my face. j love how i caught you doing it. i love you hide little things that shows you miss me, or that you the tiniest pieces of me. i love how you would spend money on me but accept my money when i hand it to you. i love how you find a job to find money to go out with me. i love how you look at me like i'm your baby. i love how you're crazy as me but wont show it til the real me emerge. i love how you want to know the real me so bad. i love how you're jealous of every little thing and my efforts to pujuk you every time works. i love how you say i always make a 'face' when you say your goodbyes, and that face wont get you to leave, it'll make you miss me even more and is hard for to let go. i love that you kiss me endless of times before you go. i love how our kiss is intense that i can feel our hearts touching. i love that you respect me. i love that you reassure me. i love that you call me 'sayang' as referring me and making it my permanent name. i love you, syahmi. i love you the most ♥️