im busy part ll

why can’t u just say u don’t love me? instead u give me lame ass excuses like how priorities is whats important right now and its basically the same definition to what makes u happy. and what makes u happy clearly isn’t me. funny that the first time u contacted me back again, u went on to find things that made u happy again, shoes, old friends and me. u said i was one of those things. i believed u and now u changed your mind? as long as its what makes u happy but thing is ur my happiness eventhough holding on to u hurts and idk how to let go. like i told u, whoever u love in the future i dont have a say in it, ofcourse it’ll hurt me but because ur still my friend i have to be there for u and be happy for u because ur my happiness. happiness doesnt necessarily mean to make u happy, sometimes u gotta put effort to keep the happiness going.